The Varieties of Religious Experience
by William James
LECTURE XIII - SAINTLINESS, THIRD
LECTURE
Part Two of Three Parts
'Insects,' i. e. lice, were an unfailing token of mediaeval sainthood. We
read of Francis of Assisi's sheepskin that "often a companion of the saint
would take it to the fire to clean and dispediculate it, doing so, as he
said, because the seraphic father himself was no enemy of pedocchi, but on
the contrary kept them on him (le portava adosso), and held it for an honor
and a glory to wear these celestial pearls in his habit." Quoted by P.
SABATIER: Speculum Perfectionis, etc., Paris, 1898, p. 231, note.
"He continued this tormenting exercise for about sixteen years. At the
end of this time, when his blood was now chilled, and the fire of his
temperament destroyed, there appeared to him in a vision on Whitsunday, a
messenger from heaven, who told him that God required this of him no longer.
Whereupon he discontinued it, and threw all these things away into a running
stream."
Suso then tells how, to emulate the sorrows of his crucified Lord, he
made himself a cross with thirty protruding iron needles and nails. This he
bore on his bare back between his shoulders day and night. The first time
that he stretched out this cross upon his back his tender frame was struck
with terror at it, and blunted the sharp nails slightly against a stone. But
soon, repenting of this womanly cowardice, he pointed them all again with a
file, and placed once more the cross upon him. It made his back, where the
bones are, bloody and seared. Whenever he sat down or stood up, it was as if
a hedgehog-skin were on him. If any one touched him unawares, or pushed
against his clothes, it tore him."
Suso next tells of his penitences by means of striking this cross and
forcing the nails deeper into the flesh, and likewise of his
self-scourgings,- a dreadful story,- and then goes on as follows: "At this
same period the Servitor procured an old castaway door, and he used to lie
upon it at night without any bedclothes to make him comfortable, except that
he took of his shoes and wrapped a thick cloak round him. He thus secured
for himself a most miserable bed; for hard pea-stalks lay in humps under his
head, the cross with the sharp nails stuck into his back, his arms were
locked fast in bonds, the horsehair undergarment was round his loins, and
the cloak too was heavy and the door hard. Thus he lay in wretchedness,
afraid to stir, just like a log, and he would send up many a sigh to God.
"In winter he suffered very much from the frost. If he stretched out his
feet they lay bare on the floor and froze, if he gathered them up the blood
became all on fire in his legs, and this was great pain. His feet were full
of sores, his legs dropsical, his knees bloody and seared, his loins covered
with sears from the horsehair, his body wasted, his mouth parched with
intense thirst, and his hands tremulous from weakness. Amid these torments
he spent his nights and days; and he endured them all out of the greatness
of the love which he bore in his heart to the Divine and Eternal Wisdom, our
Lord Jesus Christ, whose agonizing sufferings he sought to imitate. After a
time he gave up this penitential exercise of the door, and instead of it he
took up his abode in a very small cell, and used the bench, which was so
narrow and short that he could not stretch himself upon it, as his bed. In
this hole, or upon the door, he lay at night in his usual bonds, for about
eight years. It was also his custom, during the space of twenty-five years,
provided he was staying in the convent, never to go after compline in winter
into any warm room, or to the convent stove to warm himself, no matter how
cold it might be, unless he was obliged to do so for other reasons.
Throughout all these years he never took a bath, either a water or a
sweating bath; and this he did in order to mortify his comfort-seeking body.
He practiced during a long time such rigid poverty that he would neither
receive nor touch a penny, either with leave or without it. For a
considerable time he strove to attain such a high degree of purity that he
would neither scratch nor touch any part of his body, save only his hands
and feet."
The Life of the Blessed HENRY SUSO, by Himself, translated by T.F. KNOX,
London, 1865, pp. 56-80, abridged.
I spare you the recital of poor Suso's self-inflicted tortures from
thirst. It is pleasant to know that after his fortieth year, God showed him
by a series of visions that he had sufficiently broken down the natural man,
and that he might leave these exercises off. His case is distinctly
pathological, but he does not seem to have had the alleviation, which some
ascetics have enjoyed, of an alteration of sensibility capable of actually
turning torment into a perverse kind of pleasure. Of the founder of the
Sacred Heart order, for example, we read that
"Her love of pain and suffering was insatiable.... She said that she
could cheerfully live till the day of judgment, provided she might always
have matter for suffering for God; but that to live a single day without
suffering would be intolerable. She said again that she was devoured with
two unassuageable fevers, one for the holy communion, the other for
suffering, humiliation, and annihilation. 'Nothing but pain,' she
continually said in her letters, 'makes my life supportable.'"
BOUGAUD: Hist. de la bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, Paris, 1894, pp. 265,
171. Compare, also, pp. 386, 387.
So much for the phenomena to which the ascetic impulse will in certain
persons give rise. In the ecclesiastically consecrated character three minor
branches of self-mortification have been recognized as indispensable
pathways to perfection. I refer to the chastity, obedience, and poverty
which the monk vows to observe; and upon the heads of obedience and poverty
I will make a few remarks.
First, of Obedience. The secular life of our twentieth century opens with
this virtue held in no high esteem. The duty of the individual to determine
his own conduct and profit or suffer by the consequences seems, on the
contrary, to be one of our best rooted contemporary Protestant social
ideals. So much so that it is difficult even imaginatively to comprehend how
men possessed of an inner life of their own could ever have come to think
the subjection of its will to that of other finite creatures recommendable.
I confess that to myself it seems something of a mystery. Yet it evidently
corresponds to a profound interior need of many persons, and we must do our
best to understand it.
On the lowest possible plane, one sees how the expediency of obedience in
a firm ecclesiastical organization must have led to its being viewed as
meritorious. Next, experience shows that there are times in every one's life
when one can be better counseled by others than by one's self. Inability to
decide is one of the commonest symptoms of fatigued nerves; friends who see
our troubles more broadly, often see them more wisely than we do; so it is
frequently an act of excellent virtue to consult and obey a doctor, a
partner, or a wife. But, leaving these lower prudential regions, we find, in
the nature of some of the spiritual excitements which we have been studying,
good reasons for idealizing obedience. Obedience may spring from the general
religious phenomenon of inner softening and self-surrender and throwing
one's self on higher powers. So saving are these attitudes felt to be that
in themselves, apart from utility, they become ideally consecrated; and in
obeying a man whose fallibility we see through thoroughly, we, nevertheless,
may feel much as we do when we resign our will to that of infinite wisdom.
Add self-despair and the passion of self-crucifixion to this, and obedience
becomes an ascetic sacrifice, agreeable quite irrespective of whatever
prudential uses it might have.
It is as a sacrifice, a mode of 'mortification,' that obedience is
primarily conceived by Catholic writers, a "sacrifice which man offers to
God, and of which he is himself both the priest and the victim. By poverty
he immolates his exterior possessions; by chastity he immolates his body; by
obedience he completes the sacrifice, and gives to God all that he yet holds
as his own, his two most precious goods, his intellect and his will. The
sacrifice is then complete and unreserved, a genuine holocaust, for the
entire victim is now consumed for the honor of God." Accordingly, in
Catholic discipline, we obey our superior not as mere man, but as the
representative of Christ. Obeying God in him by our intention, obedience is
easy. But when the text-book theologians marshal collectively all their
reasons for recommending it, the mixture sounds to our ears rather odd.
LEJEUNE: Introduction a la Vie Mystique, 1899, p. 277. The holocaust
simile goes back at least as far as Ignatius Loyola.
"One of the great consolations of the monastic life," says a Jesuit
authority, "is the assurance we have that in obeying we can commit no fault.
The Superior may commit a fault in commanding you to do this thing or that,
but you are certain that you commit no fault so long as you obey, because
God will only ask you if you have duly performed what orders you received,
and if you can furnish a clear account in that respect, you are absolved
entirely. Whether the things you did were opportune, or whether there were
not something better that might have been done, these are questions not
asked of you, but rather of your Superior. The moment what you did was done
obediently, God wipes it out of your account, and charges it to the
Superior. So that Saint Jerome well exclaimed, in celebrating the advantages
of obedience, 'Oh, sovereign liberty! Oh, holy and blessed security by which
one becomes almost impeccable!'
"Saint John Climachus is of the same sentiment when he calls obedience an
excuse before God. In fact, when God asks why you have done this or that,
and you reply, it is because I was so ordered by my Superiors, God will ask
for no other excuse. As a passenger in a good vessel with a good pilot need
give himself no farther concern, but may go to sleep in peace, because the
pilot has charge over all, and 'watches for him'; so a religious person who
lives under the yoke of obedience goes to heaven as if while sleeping, that
is, while leaning entirely on the conduct of his Superiors, who are the
pilots of his vessel, and keep watch for him continually. It is no small
thing, of a truth, to be able to cross the stormy sea of life on the
shoulders and in the arms of another, yet that is just the grace which God
accords to those who live under the yoke of obedience. Their Superior bears
all their burdens.... A certain grave doctor said that he would rather spend
his life in picking up straws by obedience, than by his own responsible
choice busy himself with the loftiest works of charity, because one is
certain of following the will of God in whatever one may do from obedience,
but never certain in the same degree of anything which we may do of our own
proper movement."
ALFONSO RODRIGUEZ. S.J.: Pratique de Perfection Chretienne, Part iii.,
Treatise v., ch. x.
One should read the letters in which Ignatius Loyola recommends obedience
as the backbone of his order, if one would gain insight into the full spirit
of its cult. They are too long to quote; but Ignatius's belief is so vividly
expressed in a couple of sayings reported by companions that, though they
have been so often cited, I will ask your permission to copy them once more:
Letters li. and cxx. of the collection translated into French by BOUIX,
Paris, 1870.
"I ought," an early biographer reports him as saying, "on entering
religion, and thereafter, to place myself entirely in the hands of God, and
of him who takes His place by His authority. I ought to desire that my
Superior should oblige me to give up my own judgment, and conquer my own
mind. I ought to set up no difference between one Superior and another,...
but recognize them all as equal before God, whose place they fill. For if I
distinguish persons, I weaken the spirit of obedience. In the hands of my
Superior, I must be a soft wax, a thing, from which he is to require
whatever pleases him, be it to write or receive letters, to speak or not to
speak to such a person, or the like; and I must put all my fervor in
executing zealously and exactly what I am ordered. I must consider myself as
a corpse which has neither intelligence nor will; be like a mass of matter
which without resistance lets itself be placed wherever it may please any
one; like a stick in the hand of an old man, who uses it according to his
needs and places it where it suits him. So must I be under the hands of the
Order, to serve it in the way it judges most useful.
"I must never ask of the Superior to be sent to a particular place, to be
employed in a particular duty.... I must consider nothing as belonging to me
personally, and as regards the things I use, be like a statue which lets
itself be stripped and never opposes resistance."
BARTOLI-MICHEL, ii. 13.
The other saying is reported by Rodriguez in the chapter from which I a
moment ago made quotations. When speaking of the Pope's authority, Rodriguez
writes:
"Saint Ignatius said, when general of his company, that if the Holy
Father were to order him to set sail in the first bark which he might find
in the port of Ostia, near Rome, and to abandon himself to the sea, without
a mast, without sails, without oars or rudder or any of the things that are
needful for navigation or subsistence, he would obey not only with alacrity,
but without anxiety or repugnance, and even with a great internal
satisfaction."
RODRIGUEZ: Op. cit., Part iii., Treatise v., ch. vi.
With a solitary concrete example of the extravagance to which the virtue
we are considering has been carried, I will pass to the topic next in order.
"Sister Marie Claire [of Port Royal] had been greatly imbued with the
holiness and excellence of M. de Langres. This prelate, soon after he came
to Port Royal, said to her one day, seeing her so tenderly attached to
Mother Angelique, that it would perhaps be better not to speak to her again.
Marie Claire, greedy of obedience, took this inconsiderate word for an
oracle of God, and from that day forward remained for several years without
once speaking to her sister."
SAINTE-BEUVE: Histoire de Port Royal, i. 346.
Our next topic shall be Poverty, felt at all times and under all creeds
as one adornment of a saintly life. Since the instinct of ownership is
fundamental in man's nature, this is one more example of the ascetic
paradox. Yet it appears no paradox at all, but perfectly reasonable, the
moment one recollects how easily higher excitements hold lower cupidities in
check. Having just quoted the Jesuit Rodriguez on the subject of obedience,
I will, to give immediately a concrete turn to our discussion of poverty,
also read you a page from his chapter on this latter virtue. You must
remember that he is writing instructions for monks of his own order, and
bases them all on the text, "Blessed are the poor in spirit."
"If any one of you," he says, "will know whether or not he is really poor
in spirit, let him consider whether he loves the ordinary consequences and
effects of poverty, which are hunger, thirst, cold, fatigue, and the
denudation of all conveniences. See if you are glad to wear a worn-out habit
full of patches. See if you are glad when something is lacking to your meal,
when you are passed by in serving it, when what you receive is distasteful
to you, when your cell is out of repair. If you are not glad of these
things, if instead of loving them you avoid them, then there is proof that
you have not attained the perfection of poverty of spirit." Rodriguez then
goes on to describe the practice of poverty in more detail. "The first point
is that which Saint Ignatius proposes in his constitutions, when he says,
'Let no one use anything as if it were his private possession.' 'A religious
person,' he says, 'ought in respect to all the things that he uses, to be
like a statue which one may drape with clothing, but which feels no grief
and makes no resistance when one strips it again. It is in this way that you
should feel towards your clothes, your books, your cell, and everything else
that you make use of; if ordered to quit them, or to exchange them for
others, have no more sorrow than if you were a statue being uncovered. In
this way you will avoid using them as if they were your private possession.
But if, when you give up your cell, or yield possession of this or that
object or exchange it for another, you feel repugnance and are not like a
statue, that shows that you view these things as if they were your private
property.'
"And this is why our holy founder wished the superiors to test their
monks somewhat as God tested Abraham, and to put their poverty and their
obedience to trial, that by this means they may become acquainted with the
degree of their virtue, and gain a chance to make ever farther progress in
perfection,... making the one move out of his room when he finds it
comfortable and is attached to it; taking away from another a book of which
he is fond; or obliging a third to exchange his garment for a worse one.
Otherwise we should end by acquiring a species of property in all these
several objects, and little by little the wall of poverty that surrounds us
and constitutes our principal defense would be thrown down. The ancient
fathers of the desert used often thus to treat their companions.... Saint
Dositheus, being sick-nurse, desired a certain knife, and asked Saint
Dorotheus for it, not for his private use, but for employment in the
infirmary of which he had charge. Whereupon Saint Dorotheus answered him:
'Ha! Dositheus, so that knife pleases you so much! Will you be the slave of
a knife or the slave of Jesus Christ? Do you not blush with shame at wishing
that a knife should be your master? I will not let you touch it.' Which
reproach and refusal had such an effect upon the holy disciple that since
that time he never touched the knife again."...
"Therefore, in our rooms," Father Rodriguez continues, "there must be no
other furniture than a bed, a table, a bench, and a candlestick, things
purely necessary, and nothing more. It is not allowed among us that our
cells should be ornamented with pictures or aught else, neither armchairs,
carpets, curtains, nor any sort of cabinet or bureau of any elegance.
Neither is it allowed us to keep anything to eat, either for ourselves or
for those who may come to visit us. We must ask permission to go to the
refectory even for a glass of water; and finally we may not keep a book in
which we can write a line, or which we may take away with us. One cannot
deny that thus we are in great poverty. But this poverty is at the same time
a great repose and a great perfection. For it would be inevitable, in case a
religious person were allowed to own superfluous possessions, that these
things would greatly occupy his mind, be it to acquire them, to preserve
them, or to increase them; so that in not permitting us at all to own them,
all these inconveniences are remedied. Among the various good reasons why
the company forbids secular persons to enter our cells, the principal one is
that thus we may the easier be kept in poverty. After all, we are all men,
and if we were to receive people of the world into our rooms, we should not
have the strength to remain within the bounds prescribed, but should at
least wish to adorn them with some books to give the visitors a better
opinion of our scholarship."
RODRIGUEZ: Op. Cit., Part iii., Treatise iii., chaps. vi., vii.